uhm... hi dA
First of all uh... hi. I'm-- not dead? Yeah that's about it. Not dead, hi... Hi?
SEE? I feel so awkward coming back after such a long time, last night I logged in into Skype and then checked my messages in here just feel too weirded out and leave once again, idk, I just feel too awkward to talk to the people I used to chat with often, feel like a stranger again after making so many friends and just overall unconfortable.
It sucks dick but thats how it is :v
Not even feeling like rping again, I see all my characters and remember the people I used to chat with and I'm simply not encouraged to do so since they obviously moved out long ago and I don't feel like catching up anymore and beg for a little attention I know is not mine to ask. Reality kicked in too hard this holidays and almost ripped me out of here along with it. Yes, I miss all of you, I really do, but it is not my style to keep in touch with people 24/7, stay tuned, stay hyped and all that, unfortunately, I feel like if I don't talk to all of you as much as I would like to.. the communication is lost and welp that sucks too
so yeah. to sum up. Not dead, kind of back, but probably going back to being a lurker
the requests, yeah im working on them so no worries about that either uvu
also over 4000 messages --wtfwhatsisthis